It beats myself up just to see my own actions reflected and the truth of how much everyone says about who i am.

But this is what i make out of the feedback.. from a classic example.

I've just barely completed an Online Reverse Auction System..and felt the following strongly:

1. I had missed the timeline umpteen times, not because i truly had last minute pre-occupations, although some were.
2. What led to point 1 above was mainly the lack of self discilpline, control.
3. Too much anime...
4. I wasn't focused enough to want to see the whole project through
5. Slowly losing ownership of the project... not to mention control
6. Not resolute in my decisions, actions
7. Could be more honest with the timeline rather than be bugged continously for the closing up of the whole thing.

Great 7 sins eh?
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This is what my beloved friend just told me... I really need to find the true revelation of my own worth.. myself, its not a selffish nor unrighteous thing, rather than throwing myself down to rot, i believe there is a whole lot more good things waiting for me.