hi... glad i'm back in my room, though i had wished not.. i really wonder, instead of publishing stuff to do with my work.. why this? This is a type of relief for me.

a get away.

There are so many things i wish to get away from, home is one of them. Things din turn out well today anyway, negativity lingers longer than it should and my thoughts get f**king trashed up and down again.

I'm always hit by such darts, most of the time taking it at the most painful places. When i'm on the high and ready to fly... i get pulled back, and my world flashes away from me, in which i only realise after feeling my bruised face, flat on the rocky, merciless ground, that i'm back on zero.. WTF...